My name is Adam and I am in love with someone who knows more about me than anyone else in the world. I can trust her with anything but I can’t tell her how I feel. I can’t even risk her guessing. We are closer than siblings, or those old people you see who have been married longer than they have been apart. But I have to keep her at arm’s length at all times. It would be too dangerous for her to know how I really feel about her. Her name is Lily and I met her in the darkest of places. The problem is Simon. He doesn’t like Lily one bit and has told me in plain terms that if I let her get any closer, he will kill her.